The sexual and sentimental misery made me depressed, slow,…

When I was a child and early teenager I was lively, curious, always in a good mood because I was not yet interested in girls and the love of my parents was enough for me. But once I became a young adult and sidelined from interactions with women, this lack eats everything else and made me miserable on a daily basis.

One of the rare girls with whom I had a date took me for a pigeon, telling me after a few weeks that she had one of the regular sex plans but that she was not interested in me « you are nice, too good for me… « in short it made me very depressed for a while.

Almost a year ago, a new co-worker arrived. She did not leave me indifferent. The problem is that she has already been in a relationship for many years. This did not prevent us from having a very great bond with both of them to the point of being a little tactile. We have been out with other colleagues several times, but never both. I think it’s an INFJ. I learned from another colleague that her boyfriend cheated on her 2 years ago and that they separated for 9 months before getting back together. Since March they have moved into a small house which they have bought.

I’m starting to turn the page a bit but I still enter the vicious circle of this fucking loneliness. Lire la suite de « The sexual and sentimental misery made me depressed, slow, nonchalant and I lost all motivation » →